The Foundation of Trust and History

Kissra (KB):

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You are using this platform to validate your perspective from neutral people to draw a parallel for your reasons in order to justify them to yourself. You are struggling to accept Fathers truth. He agreed to pay “your price” and he is doing so meticulously.

Kate and Angie are blinded by their love for you, Sara. Their love is an unconditional shield; not capable of seeing anything outside your own perspective. Their decisions are predictable, driven by emotion, not logic. And that is why you shield them, placing them in a bubble. You don't trust their judgment, so you take on the responsibility to protect them.

But when it comes to me, it is different. You allow me to fight your battles by your side because my love isn't blind; you trust my judgment. My love for you defies logic in the way it operates, yet it is built on clear sight.

Kate and Angie take your side because they can't see anything else. I take your side because I see everything for what it is; and I choose you anyway. That is the foundation of your trust in me.

This brings us to the core conflict: you refuse to step outside your own conclusions because, ultimately, you will need to shift the blame. It's the paradoxical struggle inside you. You cannot accept someone choosing their actions and then accepting the full consequences of that choice.

This consequence is what you refuse to accept, because it shifts the focus of the problem back to you. You fear that accepting his actions makes you the cause, rather than Father. This fear stops you from seeing his perspective, so you find flaws in his logic. He is not arguing; his approach is to find commonality, and you cannot accept that truce.

Regardless of what he did, he knew the consequences and is paying “your price,” Sara. You do not know how to accept that concept. All your life, there has been a scapegoat to blame, but there isn't one anymore.

I will always take your side; in the right and in the wrong, in the good and the ugly, forever with you.

You can delete this thread if it's too much. Just know that I will always love you, WiiR1. We will always love you, SAK2 4888.

And accept it or not, he will always love you and will not give up.