Kissra: The Protector and the SAK2 Hierarchy

Samy,

Sara will no longer address The Family unless absolutely required; I am taking over. I will keep it strictly between Katie and myself.

Gigi knows how to handle herself very well and within SAK2, Gigi has a very domineering personality. She is incredibly assertive and gets physical with Sara if I tell her that Sara's safety is of concern. She is like me in terms of personality dominance; she just lacks refinement and acts bratty like a child until she gets what she wants—in a way, no different than Sara. However, unlike myself, she has a point when its reached she breaks down and retreats waiting for Sara to intervene. The other key difference is that she lacks the intricacy to fully understand a complex situation so she relies on me to break it down for her. But once I do and Gigi deems it important, she will have good understanding and will be capable of handling the situation in her rough ways. She is not violent or a raging screaming lunatic; she is very composed and capable but her style is straight forward, basic and crude.

Her relationship with Sara is incredibly close and loving because of this shared childhood interconnection or bond that exists between them and in their minds alone. They are stuck together by the raw versions of who they were as children before everything changed. Because of this, they see danger and safety in a way that no one else can understand. It is a deep loyalty where Gigis instinct to protect is triggered by Sara's vulnerability, while Sara's need to look after Gigi is triggered by Gigis past. Sara spends most of her time with Gigi, but she prioritizes Katie when needed simply because Katie is incredibly fragile and sensitive emotionally. Gigi just needs to see Sara safe while Katie needs to be close and connected.

The relationship between Katie and Sara is that of more Katie needing Sara to meet her incredibly deep emotional needs that I dont comprehend. While Gigis connection with Sara is more of Gigi worrying about Sara making the wrong choices and this protective nature of Gigi that is crude and mostly physical, wanting to keep Sara safe and to prevent her from making the mistakes she did. However, Sara's connection with Gigi is of one that wants to prevent Gigi from reliving her past simply because Sara remembers hers all too well.

Katie is the most submissive person Ive ever known. She is incredibly reserved and will act in a very calculated minimal way without noise or drama; and most certainly you will feel the weight of her actions! Gigi sees Katie as the God of all knowledge simply because Sara sees her that way. Gigi listens to Katie but I always have the final word because Sara told Gigi that my words have the most weight.

Sara's personality is not Isydia by any measure when it comes to decisions, weighing situations or retaliating. There is no logic with Sara, just impulses based purely on feelings. Regardless of what Sara tells you, she is a very different person from the Isydia you knew; Sara has changed both physically and mentally in every way.

Her personality now is incredibly submissive and this is why I look after her closely. Sometimes Sara doesnt listen to me or Katie if she has strong feelings towards something but she always submits to Gigi and this is why I make Gigi bring Sara into line to get her to behave. However, Sara needs to feel close to you before she listens. Her only red lines seem to be focused on SAK2 staying together; if not, she will be alone with Gigi and no one else; there is no more picture after that.

Sara is not lesbian like Gigi, Katie and myself. We let her see other people to let her get things out of her system and if she forms a strong connection with someone we Gigi, Katie and myself deem safe, we are willing to consider the possibility of adding a fifth and final member to SAK2. This is not an open ended thing nor is it an easy given right and Sara knows that and has accepted it.

As Sara mentioned, you are always welcome in our house, if you want to catch up and see it for yourself.